ごめんなさい

For the one that you know who you are, that need not to be mentioned, but I'm sure that after reading the rest, you'll figure out clearly that you're the one who I mean...

Not knowing who I am, not knowing what I am yesterday...
It was just not me. I know that it's such a lame reason, but that's just what happened.
Tired, stressed. Even though I know that you are too.

No idea why such a small thing would drive me crazy.
Shout at the one whom makes me feel like home.
Bang the door.
Adding dirty words that I would never say before.
Who am I that time...

Maybe I always say sorry, and this is not the first time, or the second time..or the time that could be counted.

This is the countless times. I know, I know that I keep saying that I would change...
Fix my EQ somehow when I'm angry.

But this time, it's too over. Whatever I said, I know it would hurt so much.
Just that I knew it after I said it.
You're not the only one hurt because of that.
Me...I'm hurt to see that I've been taken transparent.
I'm sad that I hurt you.

Can you give me another chance?
Although I know that I've been asking for another chance everytime I did something wrong.
But I would still ask, because I believe that you will...you will help me through.

I've apologized, and you forgived.

But I feel like something is still there.

So, I apologize again.

Gomen...gomen nasai..

ごめんなさい